My Attitude, My Problem

Friday, October 21, 2005,

2:03 PM

ANNOUNCEMENT

I will no longer update this blog as I'll be using my msn blog.

Please link or relink me at http://spaces.msn.com/members/punkprincess0107

And check back over there for my updates ;D
Leave comment though

[Ok Im updating today..]

THANK YOU

mariz xoxo

screw it.

Sunday, October 16, 2005,

2:47 PM

Seriously, I NEED A JOB. My eyes are currently set on whatever electric guitar I can find. But when eshopping, I checked out a Yamaha set.
Electric Guitar = $300+
Amp = $300+
Accesorries = Around $20
Total = $620+
NOOOO!!!!! Ok so there are two ways I can get that money. 1) Ask my parents for it 2) GET A JOB. Im opting for the 2nd option, cos the 1st one makes me guilty.

Well I talked my mum on the job thingy [hey Im 14] but SHE WONT LET ME so the only way is to ask them for money but THATS A FREAKING HELL LOT.

Any ideas how to get the money then? [Shaiful your incongruous idea is inexpedient]

Anyway, yesterday I went to Causeway Point and my mother told me to buy some clothes so I did. Heck, I chalked up $56.80 on TWO pieces of clothes alone [guilty ag]ain. But my mother was agreeable and she liked them and used her credit card to pay for them =D

Then we went to the men's place for my brother's clothes. Montagut, Piere Cardin, Polo... Actually, to tell you the truth, I think that the clothes are at tad too boring [so a simple black polo from Polo costs $57???]. So we went to Hang Ten instead. Crowded place. Hated it. But nicer clothes =D

After dinner we headed to the music school and I went to look at the electric guitars. Electric basses are CHEAPER. Around $190 only. Guess how much an electric guitar over there costs? $500+. Oh damn...

My parents must thank me for not looking at Fender or Ibanez or Gibson ones. They can cost more than $4000. 0_0

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My dad's life:
- 3 storey house with a cook/maid
- Brand new toyota car that comes with a driver and a security guard (wow!)
- When sent for business trips, his hotel room costs like US$100 - US$300 paid by his company
- On addition on the business trips stuff, he gets a US$5000 traveller's cheque for free
- Red carpet treatment at the airport -_-"

Ok I make this promise. I will study hard to be like dad, enjoying life right now. But seriously, it's not the money I want. Secretly I wish that we were a bit poorer, so that at least the word 'family' will have a much more meaning. The same goes for 'family love'. If not then I hope that whenever dad's back here in Singapore, we'd spend much more time together.

Anyways, happy birthday dad. Have fun celebrating it with your...uh...TOWERING british collegues. =D

mariz xoxo

screw it.

Sunday, October 02, 2005,

11:34 AM

To everyone : dont ask about my german written exam. as in, never.

Another downside : CXZ's japanese was like 2 days ago. So in the end, i still didnt have anyone to go home with.

Upside : the neoprint part was phun.

So yesterday I went to YTPS to make up not coming for teachers' day. Lota peeps were not there like Jocelyn, Shana or Chingman. Damn EOY. Haha. Anyway Jiaying [yes. that jiaying from 1A] and i searched for Sarah for like 1 hour and then when I found her, we watched the teachers get wet in the dunkin machine. Then we went home to get my camera and went back.

Mr Wong [Mr Curry man] wet from all the dunkin

Mrs Seah trying to run away from me =p

Miss Foo and Sarah

Watch Mr Wu get dunked [you need quicktime for this]

mariz xx

screw it.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005,

8:03 PM

Hey everyone...long time no post...

Just when exams are coming, everything comes crashing down on me. My studies and attitude. I know I'd changed. I could see that for myself. Whenever I look in the mirror, I see a bitch standing there. Someone whom I'd wanted, but, I think I'd gone overboard. Im now less responsible and I shout vulgarities more than ever. Other than that, I get lotsa punishments and do my homework the period before they are needed to be handed in. What's wrong with me? Wasnt I supposed to change for the better and gain my parents' trust? Wasnt I supposed to be someone who knew how to shut up? What the hell?

Well I want to tell y'all that I totally screwed up my german oral. I forgot what Schulfacher was and I totally went red in embarrassement. Or rather, white in horror. Ok fine I turned PINK. I hope I wont screw up Friday's paper as well. Ditto for English. I'd die if I end up in NA.

To everyone : Sorry for being overly sensitive nowadays. Probably because of yesterday's and the day before's great stress. On Monday I had DnT, English and Maths to hand in by Wednesday, and I still had to study for the next day's oral. I was so damn frustrated that I couldnt do my grim reaper and I hated myself so much and I started crying. I had totally disappointed myself, for not even being able to do the grim reaper's face properly. In the end, I had only managed to do a mutated shit.

Anyway, Im in a "band" called popcorn. Here are the members :
Charlie = Salty popcorn
Aydan = Butter [or Butt-ter, from Ella] popcorn
Ella = Sweet popcorn
Teddy = Kernel [our mascot =D]
and me = CNC = Caramel n Chocolate. I dont know what the hell is up with the chocolate part though. You have to ask charlie for that.

And I know Salty made up some story about Caramel, Butter and Chocolate, or so whatever Sweet said. Anyway, I hate him.

Our latest hit single is "Crunch Crunch" [enough of Shnip Shnips Salty!]. Hahaha!

mariz xx

screw it.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005,

9:36 PM

ATTENTION EVERYONE!!!

I like a new guy! And I dont like Danny or James anymore. As for now, I have a crush on Brandon Flowers. Haha.

Anyway, we've FINALLY got cable TV installed. Cant stop watching MTV or HBO or Discovery Channel (the stuff's quite good...especially the egyptian twins stuff). We've also got TFC (The Filipino Channel). Serisously, I have NO clue what they were talking about. Dont even start me about the news! The newscasters were talking in hyper speed. Ok so I cant even really understand sitcoms. So maybe it's just me and Im losing grip badly. Just now Aydan said something in tagalog , in which, I did not understand. So it's either that the moulin rouge guy (haha!) was talking pure nonsense or I REALLY suck at it.

A few days ago we were told that if we fail english, we would go back we'd be sent to NA. That seriously freaked me out. At first exams were NBD (no big deal) stuff for me in primary school and I still got pretty good grades. Not for now. I've got to work out my english, since it always gets Cs and Ds.

Anyway, today was quite a freakly bad day for me. I got scolded wrongly, the prefects held back the class again and worst of all, Miss Sha was disappointed at my art work. Seriously, NO art teacher has ever told me that before. I was real disappointed at me too. Well, to tell y'all the truth, I've set VERY high expectations on me on art. Even a 19/20 wouldnt make me happy. Silly eh?

After german was freaking hellish for Aydan, Ella and me. We waited for my brother for like how long? And in the end he was in at Bishan MRT station, waiting there. Anyway, thanks Ella and Aydan! Thanks for waiting with me! Haha.

Reached home at around 7.30 - 7.45. Majorly tired. Couldnt generate much ideas for my english...

Exams are C-O-M-I-N-G!!!!! Wont be posting soon. Good luck y'all!!!! We'll STAY in express!

mariz xx

screw it.

Saturday, September 17, 2005,

11:34 PM

Yesterday was the mid autumn stuff. I was seriously bored ok?

Anyway, Raine and I went for the lantern procession stuff (I said that I was seriously bored) and the NPCC peeps couldnt make the candle in my lantern stand. I thought it was funny but finally YaYing helped me. So we walked and walked and walked and talked and talked and talked (man...you can never shut me up =D) until we reached Limbang Park. Over there were some very cool skater dudes. As I walked past one of them, he whispered "Hi. How are you?" to me. I was like laughing...HAHAHAHA. So fuunny. I didnt reply though ( Raine kept walking) and he skated off (one word : SKILLED ).

The funniest part was when we were walking back to school and I was like bouncing my lantern up and down and PIAK (Ok lah...it's not so piak lah)! I was like 'Oops!' and it dropped to the floor and the flame on the candle went off. The guys behind us still dared to laugh!!! So LOUD leh!!! Hahahahahahahahaha!!!! Anyway I kinda found it VERY funny and I was laughing my head off. A few metres later and my candle went off, the candle has burned off. Then I started twirling it and SNAP! The stick broke. In the end, I must've dropped my lantern 4-5 times -_-"""

The Order of St John exam today was DIFFICULT!!! I dont know what the hell the dates were and what Queen and whatnot stuff =S. I'll fail. I know it.

Then my family went out and stuff. So boring. Nothing to buy. I mean, what fun thing can you buy for $20? So yeah I didnt buy anything. We were at Takashimaya where we walked and walked and walked around and saw a king sized bed for $11,000 (WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Anyway, while we were at Yoshinoya at Takashimaya, we saw some guy running and shouting "THIEF! HELP! STOP! POLICE!" and chasing one guy. The thief was tall (Im not sure...I was sitting down) and was wearing a black long sleeved shirt and black pants. The victim was wearing a blue shirt and seemed to be around his 40s. I love my eyes. Even though they just zapped past, I could see how they kinda looked like =D

Good luck to the guy though.

mariz xx

screw it.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005,

8:06 PM

Yesterday, I was in the lift when this Swiss Cottage guy came in, with earphones. Man the music was damn loud. Guess what it was? YOU SAID NO BY BUSTED!!!! YAY!!!!!

YOU GO 7th FLOOR GUY!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUSTED ROCK!!!!

But Charlie sucks though...haha.

I bet y'all know about my punishment from Mr Goh yesterday. Well honestly I was just pointing out that he missed out the cast and he sent me outta the class. I was like WTF?!? I mean, seriously.

Whatever. My goal by the end of this term is to get the "...should pay more attention..." and "...show more appropriate behaviour in class..." outta my report book. So dont be surprised. Im seriously shutting myself up. Haha.

Anyway, I just have to say this. TEDDY HAS VERY CUTE EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everything about Teddy is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!! Even his full name!!!

Gotta go now peeps

mariz xx

screw it.